(Source: theboyinthecanvas)
Posted 5 days ago
Happenings
My blog just like everything else in my life had been on hold for the last couple of weeks. When I started this blog my main objective was to voice out my anxieties and frustrations at least a few times a week but it turned out to be a less than few times a month.
Anywho I had a fight with my parents a few weeks ago. Come to think of it I’m thankful that it took place because I was able to get stuff out of my system. After a sit down I told them some of my problems and they’ve been cooperative. They wanted me to see the psychiatrist again but I declined mainly because I did not want to spend more of their hard earned money. I’m still contemplating as to seeing her or not.
The deadline for my attending of college is getting nearer and nearer and frankly I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do. I can’t take another year off unless I find a job but I’m not confident enough to take on responsibility so that’s out of the question.
Either way my life at this point is one big mess and I’m scared and anxious.
Posted 2 weeks ago
Anorexic people are stereotyped as self-obsessed brats, who only care about looks. Obese people are stereotyped as lazy, selfish and stupid people. People with depression are stereotyped as selfish people who aren’t really sad, just faking it. People with schizophrenia are stereotyped as dramatic people who want attention. People with bipolar disorder are stereotyped who just can’t make a choice. People with anxiety are stereotyped as pathetic cowards who are too scared to better themselves. And, people with ignorance are widely accepted and considered “normal”.
(Source: thebladeismybestfriend)
Posted 1 month ago
Guys are flawed too
There are a few things about myself I’ve always been highly self conscious about.
Every time I get nervous I sweat. But unlike others I sweat from my palms, the soles of my feet and sometimes my butt. I’ve had this problem since I was little but now it has escalated and is a prime reason for my decline in self-esteem. As a result I’m only able to wear denim materials only!
Think about it, what girl would want to hold a sweaty palm? Especially when regular people give you a disgusted look every time you borrow something of theirs and forget to wipe off the sweat. The looks people give you when they see a huge circular wet-pattern on your butt.
There’s no cure…I’ve checked. Maybe I am meant to be alone. Or maybe somewhere out there is a beautiful, loving and caring girl who would see past my flaws and love me for me!
My weary journey between today and tomorrow.
